What is this feeling that I’m having again? I’m scared that I’m going to make the same mistake all over. It might be dumb but I’m not ready for anything. You somehow make me feel as if our friendship is build up based on nonsense and I’m starting to like these rubbish and worse thing is I don’t detest you for all the mean stuff that you said to me. I’m totally confuse. Sometimes I don’t even know whether you mean what you said or it’s just another nonsensical act. What do I do now.
