I had this realization just now that actually everything is not within our control. We just have to follow and adapt to what’s coming. In time to come you will be wondering why did this happen? Did I ever regret doing this? And Dingwei had taught me to spend time and effort to do those things I want to do now. Family is just like that. Friends are just like that too. People come and go. Who knows maybe my worse enemy will become my best friend in time to come. Everything is changing, I will have to buck up and fight this battle alone. No one is going to help me, except God. It’s time to move on. Emotions will just get in the way. Everyone has their emotional side but when no one is there for me, i will have to face it alone, no matter what. I will just have to learn to be independent and stop being so emotional. Times will get rough, God will help me through.
